Thursday, November 26, 2009

Happy Thanksgiving

I wish you here Bug, I would have so much more to be thankful for then. I am very thankful for the time we did have with you. I realize that some people aren't lucky enough to have the time we did. But no matter how grateful and thankful I am for that time, I still miss you like crazy. My heart literally hurts because you are not here. One thing people forget is the physical pain that missing someone causes.
We love you baby girl, we wish you were here.....

Friday, November 13, 2009

5 months

Five long months have gone by baby girl. The amount I miss you increases more and more. Mommy is trying to stay strong, trying to live for you each and every day. There is not a single second that goes by that you are not on my mind or in my heart.

The holidays are coming very quickly. Last year at this time I was so excited thinking about what it would be like when you were here. Another little one to chase after, another little one to brighten up the day. It is heartbreaking that you won't physically be there with us. You will be there in our hearts though, definitely not the same.

Your big Sis Sis has been talking about you a lot lately. You two never got to meet but she always used to give my belly kisses while you were inside it before she went bed. She would give you a kiss and "Go night Cow-ee". She misses you so much. She tells everyone that her "Cow-ee" is a pretty angel in Heaven.

GoGo misses you too. He is such a great big brother. So proud of his job in the family. He was so excited to meet you and when he finally did he talked about it to all of his teachers for days! He was student of the week recently and the picture of you and him was displayed proudly in his case.

Daddy misses his baby girl a lot too. He is such a good daddy and sometimes I sit here and watch him with your brother and sister and can picture him taking such good care of you. He loves you so much.

We all love you, we miss you more than words can ever say.