The Pain

The pain of losing you is something that can't be explained.
The pain of losing my hopes and dreams for you and knowing that life can't ever be the same.
The pain hurts differently then anything that I have ever known.
It is pain due to feeling that instead of burying you I should have one day seen you grown.
The pain of never seeing your face again when I want to so bad.
The pain of getting so frustrated about it and trying to be happy when deep down I am so freaking mad!
The pain of not having something that was so amazing and not being able to bring you back where you belong.
The pain of knowing that I will probably live forever and the time it will take until we are together again will be so long.
All of this pain that I feel everyday is worth having you here for the short moments that we were given.
All of this pain is worth it knowing that you are an angel Kali and I know you are watching me from Heaven.


I miss you baby each and every moment of each and every single day. You are always, always, ALWAYS in my thoughts, in my heart, and on my mind. You were so strong. You were so sweet. And you were absolutely amazing. I will always love you and you will always be my baby girl. I wish more than anything that you were able to experience a long life here with those that loved you more than words can ever say. If there was an emotion stronger than love, that is what we had for you.
Until we meet again my angel......♥ ♥ ♥